gentmat

hi there

Let's Begin with a little information of who am i 
nagger and recently a blogger ! DAMN PROUD OF THAT
To nag is something i love ! it's Free and im good at it.
so here you have some :

In sweden for 3 years and here i am ! what a shame but what can i do, No one to talk to ( no social life, no hobby, bad economie, No one love me other than my wife and my bills and how can i forget skatteverket, the most people who loves me and i adore, thats why i give all what i earn to them, damn i love these people. Cant see myself without thinking of them 24/7.

Lets begin with social life         






1- i came to sweden with an italian plane it took me like 8-9 hrs from beirut to sweden , i was really tired and went with a bus ... i saw an old lady standing and all people sitting, i said in my heart GOD what is that why no one give her a place to sit, where am i !!
I stand up and told the lady "Hi, you can take my seat please" , then i understood why no one did this before me !
she screamed "You think im OLD i can't take care of myself .. bla bla bla..." , she was really old but what can i say
shuting my mouth and sitting back in my seat embarassed .

2- Came to my new home and my lovely wife (L) which is sleeping right now like an angel .
I guess any man love his wife ESPECIALLY ESPECIALLY when she's sleeping. Angel sleeping "never wake up the devil" ((joking dear wify, im sorry please dont make me sleep on the sofa when u read that)).

3- New environment, new neighbors everything was new even my clothes were new " cold weather"  !
the day i came it was my wife anniversary and i was happy celebrating it, there i met her friends and i met one person from my home country . WOW i was happy , i sit with him in that night about 2 hrs talking about Beirut (Lebanon) and the situation and some politics indeed , he was really so nice . SO NICE i had a call in the second morning my wife tell me GENTMAT !! this guy is my friend Boyfriend  did you ask him yesterday if he still sleeps with his ex !
(How the hell would i know he had an ex and im straight !!!! For now)

4- Time to make some friends , lets go to SFI (it should be called SFL, Swedish for liarsor maybe SFT Swedish for thieves) . I went to the class the first time, they put me in level C .. i know english french arabic so they choosed C for me without any test !!!
I went to the class and saw them all Fluent In swedish !! Damn what is that maybe its level Z, i thought the school choose a wrong level for me ! My guess was wrong it was an easy level and you should be a beginner in swedish to be here !!

What a puzzle !!
Why are they fluent and here sitting with me !
Can they talk but can not write ?
are they all my teachers ?
am i dreaming ! ?
Where am i ?

OHHHHH after 4 times coming to this class i knew whats happening . they cant pass this level , WHY ?? Answer is so easy
They dont wanna be LEVEL D and then finish SFI . WHY ? Answer is more easy
PENGAR PENGAR

Social pengar, Svart jobb why would they finish SFT !
Again i was in the wrong spot to make some friends ! i left sfT with a lot of dissapointement on my face.

5- Finally i met a guy who was in a relation with my wife best friend ! nice ! i  had 1 friend at last , great heart Generous and so on . still for today after 3 years i only have him as a best friend !! mmm best friend comparing to who :S .. oki lets stick to the word ONLY FRIEND i have.
i thought its not enough i have to find more , its fun to have a group of 2-3 friends, we can play carts ;)

Went with my wife many nights out (friday-saturday) going out from the house to make some friends. never succeded all i saw was vodka and fights and so on ! finally i said to my wife we have to buy helmets before we go clubing ! its like going to war, u never know who will be drunk and who will love who and who will hate who . and who will fight who !

6- Went into a chat programs, i loved it in the beginning and after a while i realised that i was running from my life to a viritual life and viritual friends , everyone write and chat and give u impression that they are great !
are they great ? i never knew but i guess not and i guess chating was so virtual and fake .

7- im Happy and convinced of the only friend i got. 1 Good friend better than 1000 fake friends or 2 sides mirror friends.

Point Two is Hobby :


1- My first hobby is Pc world , and pc games i played a lot of WOW (World of warcraft) and many strategy games ... succeded by that ! but now i feel lazy i must move what to do .. mmm what to dooooo !!!

2- YAHOOOOO i know i want to inscript my name in a football team (soccer) . i called so many times for many teams and no one needs a player . finally 1 team accepted and told me to come to test my skills.
i went with a happy face.
in the room I was introduced to the coach
"Hi Gentmat" , "hey sir"
"What is your playing position" , "center defense sir"
(in the field)
Coach: - Gentmat your in the front offence
Me: - sir i dont play offence , i told you defense !! i play back not the front !!
Coach:- it's okay the second half you will play defense.
we began playing , i didnt have selfsteam coz im playing my wrong postion which im not used with new team ! no one knows me . no one pass the ball to me unless im there final choice + I SUCH in offence.
God wanted it more hard on me so he sent his wind and suddenly it was not enough so he sent the snow .
All players playing ! im freezing im not used to this weather !!!!!
went back home with a looser mark on my front and a big flag in my A** Just got F**ed
I never went back cause of the weather and cause of my Bus waiting ! 40 mins in snow in a dark area . ahh i dont want to remember what a bad experience. never played this game from than :( . too bad FIFA Lost her best offence man ever .

Now its time to talk about economy:

-couldnt be employed cause of my swedish language so i opened my own company , so selling is good on my own
i would prefere to be employer but waiting to have better swedish language.
I can demonstrate swedish economy like that :
When a mom have a child and hes hungry and she have a little peace of bread would she eat it ??
sure not ! she will give the baby first. and thats how swedish system works

Importing : 12% tull
MOMS "VAT" : 25%
The rest for you (NOTTT) : 50-60% skatt

thats how you feed the baby and u never eat . but still you can afford internet to blogg but never hang out and live your life and age.
The question here : if social life is bad and hobby is bad and economy is bad , why dont u go from here and stop nagging and blogging YOU MADE US DEPRESSED.
Answer is quite easy:

As i said i can still afford internet and blogg but cant hang out and live my age as it should be . BUT AT LEAST IM ALIVE !! AT LEAST THERE IS NO WAR . peacefull country thats a good credit for SWEDEN. Good human rights,System is hard but either u accept it or u leave.

Now we will talk about blogging .

Why am i blogging ??
i was sitting now , nothing to do .. the city is like "Kalimdor" everything close at 9pm what to do other than work , nothing . but that is not why i am blogging !!
Im blogging cause im pissed off !! i went to blogg.se and i saw most view bloggers,



number 1 A GIRL
NUMBER 2 A girl
Number 3 a girl .... number 12 a girl ... i didnt really continue cause it sucks (not cause i am male but i was pissed off at GOD ! why did he made me a GUY if i had a tall legs and a p*ssy and i wear a skirt i would be something now !! and my blogg would be the 1 in like 10 mins ! )
Damn girls dont know what they have ! some do .. exemple :
while opening there bloggs and reading ,
Good morning i eat today meatballs and potatis salad bla bla bla ....  .. than she show  us her friends,
than good night . what the hell is that !! who is reading all her life each day ! stalkers .

and what attracted me is : HHHHey look at my cloth i bought it from i_dont_give_a_shit.com
and why would a girl go buy her cloth ! girls like to be unique to have something new no one have!

Then i see pictures with their friends  : here i am with dany , here i am with emelie , here is my friend fredrik ... what is that !?
does she go to her friend and handle the camera , knock the door hey fredrik (SHIK) (SHIK) , thank you i just needed this to put this pic on my blogg just to say i have "Friends" . or does she come to her boyfriend and tells him :
HEY BABY can we go out today to such a fancy romantic place " i need some pic for my blogg".
or like :
Hey baby can i kiss you and put it on blogg .

i see paparazzi following famous people and they are running from them, but here i see them paparazzi following  themselves !



To be continued...